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First of all, you pressured me into a "compromise." Today was the first day i have checked my email and i find that i am greeted with an email from you using more profanity and hatred than ever. This leaves me little inclined to even respond. However, I feel that a response is necessary. I don't want to be your friend right now. I do not swear at any of my friends and you seem to have that in abudance. The point of taking time off entirely is to grow away from that person so that when you see them later down the line there won't be an awkward feeling on both sides. You have to start off again as aquaintances. This is how it works in the real world. The transition is a strange and painful one... but people of maturity can understand and handle that, not be downgrading towards the other emails. I have emailed no one on either side of my family and do not feel the desire to email you or talk to you for quite some time. However, I do hope that you will respect me and my wishes. I would very much appreciate it if you would not talk to me like this at all. It is beneath you, I believe.
Rachel

I tried replying once-heres a replay:

Where is my email dammit. I gave you all fuckin week. Im now on livejournal: www.livejournal/users/davidthepirate check me out and post. that is all

This is a reciprocation to your most peremptory e-mail that you recently sent me. I feel that it is a behavior quite beneath you. Perhaps, I was gravely mistaken. Your uncouth words were most grievous. You lack any amicability that would induce me in a reply. However, it is compulsory. But in case that you are tired of looking up these words. Here is what I am trying to get at. You are a jackass. I have yet to respond to any of my e-mails this weekend. I have not contacted neither my father nor mother via the internet. I had just come upon your e-mail, which greatly offended me. Your disdain and vehemence were a prevalent tone throughout both your message and your live journal entry. Both were primarily directed towards me, I imagine. This is lacking in any gentlemanly behavior in which I expected of you. In addition, the validity of my initial argument has become legitimized. You could not handle waiting just a bit longer for any type of acknowledgement. The purpose of taking “time off” was so that you could grow past the experience and learn to rely on yourself as well as others. It was foolish to expect me to be so pressured into any kind of compromise, as I did feel apprehensive of your taking it well. You handled a week and a half brilliantly, I am sure, as you had to contact me immediately to talk with me two days in a row. Are you so dependent on others? I have yet to speak to you in the manner of which you wrote me. In the real world, “time off” represents that period of pain and growth. You have to become acquaintances only later. It is necessary to remain civil throughout the time period. You have crossed said threshold and leave me little inclined to communicate with you for quite some time. I will be in town for the Mullet Festival. I imagine I will be seeing you then. Please be cordial as I will be. I would still greatly appreciate it if you would continue to hold my movies until I return. Speaking face to face would most likely be more agreeable than a battle of words either base or extravagant.
Until I talk to you in person,
Rachel

Re: I tried replying once-heres a replay:

well first off just because you are at college doesn't mean you have to act like you know the world and speak down to people. Who bloody cares if you have a great vocabulary? doesn't mean you have to be a bitch? You asked if he was tired looking up the words? Are you tired looking them up too? All the man wanted was a little compassion and friendship when a relationship he loved and cared for ended. He wasn't asking for the world, just to know you were alive. Get off your high horse check back into reality and realize that you may not want to treat people like shit; because if you do it might come back on you. oh and bragging about using guys... thats just sad.. i mean shit if your going to use them, your asking for them to treat you like shit and talk down to you, but i guess you wouldn't have any clue about you as sheltered and insecure that you are. little advice, grow up for fucks sake, your in college, act like it, dont just speak like it.